“The Christ we seek is within us”

I tried to talk about this idea in previous posts here and here. In my recent “coincidental” book purchase of Thomas Merton’s The Hidden Ground of Love: Letters on Religious Experience and Social Concerns (yes, another quote from Merton!) he talks about the same idea in a letter to D.T. Suzuki:

The essentially Christian element in all this is the fact that it is centered in Christ. But what does that mean? Does it mean conformity to a social and conventional image of Christ? Then we become involved and alienated in another projection: a Christ who is not Christ but the symbol of a certain sector of society, a certain group, a certain class, a certain culture . . . Fatal. The Christ we seek is within us, in our inmost self, is our inmost self, and yet infinitely transcends ourselves. We have to be “found in Him” and yet be perfectly ourselves and free from the domination of any image of Him other than Himself. You see, that is the trouble with the Christian world. It is not dominated by Christ (which would be perfect freedom), it is enslaved by images and ideas of Christ that are creations and projections of men and stand in the way of God’s freedom. But Christ Himself is in us as unknown and unseen. We follow Him, we find Him (it is like the cow-catching pictures) and then He must vanish and we must go along without Him at our side. Why? Because He is even closer that that. He is ourself.

I think there’s too much emphasis on God being “out there.” We as poor sinners cannot reach way up high to touch God except through Jesus Christ. But even after we’ve done that, God is still “out there” and we are still “down here” and Christ is still “some where” acting as mediator. There’s no identification with God or Christ. Sure, we have the Holy Spirit indwelling us but no one really knows what that means today. “Christ … is within is, in our inmost self, is our inmost self.” I think the difficulty with this concept is that it changes the way we must look at others. As Jesus said, “whatever you did not do for one of the least of these, you did not do for me.” Now, if “the least of these” is Christ, then we are in a world of trouble.

Merton goes even further than I did in my posts. He goes beyond the identification. He goes to the total consummation. After we identify with Christ, we then consume him (“This is my body …?”) and he becomes part of us. But even more than part of us. He is integrated into us so completely that we can’t tell where we end and he starts. We’ve become one — the symbolism of marriage — so that there are no longer two but only one.

The goal of every Christian is to able to recognize that integration — in ourselves and in others. The goal is to not see me and you but to see GmOeD and GyOoDu and to recognize the three-sided equality of you-me-God. If we all did that, we would not go to war. We would not let people starve. We would not pollute our bodies or the environment. Obeying God’s law would be first-nature because it would be our law. We would be totally, completely, 100% free to do whatever we wanted because our wants would be perfect wants — the wants of God. God’s will would, surely, be done on earth as it is in heaven.

1 Response to ““The Christ we seek is within us””


  1. 1 MossBack

    In the oneness of marriage, the 2 becoming one doesn’t cancel their discreteness; they are still distinct, though not separate (well, in the best case scenario, anyway). Just like in the Trinity: the Father is not the Son is not the Holy Spirit—they’re one and yet they’re not identical.

    Reality is not some sort of glorified pantheistic blob.

    Even in the Eon To Come, the residents of the City of God will not *BE* God; they will not be Jesus, or the Father, or the Holy Spirit. But they will perfectly partake of God’s holiness.

    As for “If we all did that…Obeying God’s law would be first-nature because it would be our law…God’s will would, surely, be done on earth as it is in heaven”: again, all of this is part of the City of God. It CAN not and WILL not happen (cf. Communism, Nazism and the Inquisition) by man’s actions, whether from within each man or from without (ecclesiastical or state coercion), b/c individually and corporately man is irreparably marred, incapable of extricating himself from his fallenness or extirpating the congenital cancer that resides in his soul.

    For example, ROMANS 7 puts it this way: “I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing I hate. Now if I do what I do not want, I agree that the law is good. So then it is no longer I that do it, but sin which dwells within me. For I know that nothing good dwells within me, that is, in my flesh. I can will what is right, but I cannot do it. For I do not do the good I want, but the evil I do not want is what I do. Now if I do what I do not want, it is no longer I that do it, but sin which dwells within me. So I find it to be a law that when I want to do right, evil lies close at hand.”

    Kinda like spyware: you can’t really totally get rid of it (not to mention that some spyware replicates itself endlessly) unless you reformat the whole hard-drive. Sure, you can maybe to some extent retard or curtail the spyware’s power, but you can’t totally arrest it except by draconic measures.

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