I was taught that I needed a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. To this day I am not sure what that means. Growing up, I thought it meant reading the Bible, praying (of course, first confessing all my sins so that God would hear me), memorizing scripture, and generally “growing in the Word.” That’s another one I didn’t, and don’t, understand.
The thing is, all that personal relationship stuff is pretty easy to fake. It’s easy to memorize scripture. It’s easy to say you read the Bible and pray. It’s easy to appear like you and God are close. All you have to do is say the right words and do the right things in church. After all, who could possible know the truth about your personal relationship with God?
No one got very personal about my personl relationship with God. No one held me accountable in any way; not even my parents. We rarely read the Bible as a family. We prayed before eating but rarely any other time. There were no family devotions. It was a personal relationship which meant that is was, well, personal and not open for discussion.
The rub is works versus faith. Everyone knows that faith — believing in Jesus Christ — is what is important. (More ambiguous terminology to befuddle the mind.) Works don’t save you. But James says that there’s no better proof of your faith than works; without works your faith is dead (James 2:14-26). So, works don’t save you but without works you can’t be saved. So, it didn’t take me long to figure out that works could cover up a lot of unbelief and doubt and make my lack of faith look big.
And if a 12 year old can figure that out then I’m sure just about anyone can including the church deacon, the church pastor, the high-profile spiritual “leader”. So it should be pretty obvious that this opens up a huge can o’ worms. A personal relationship with God is intangible. Works are very tangible. Works “prove” the relationship. So, anyone — and I mean anyone — who wants to appear godly can appear godly.
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